Every Thing Dies...
Heyyyyyyy MoonBeams.
Your interest in my WeRK & my offerings matters so much to me and it's because of that interest that I am taking the REST of autumn to compost, transmute, & realign my WeRK & my offerings with the person I've become over the last two years (as soon as I know for sure who that person is). It has been a brutal process personally and that is nothing compared to the collective processes (death of capitali$m, several ongoing geno$ides and the radicalization & awaking of billions of folx) happening around me/us.
The Pluto in Aquarius cycle begins and for me, with Pluto hitting my Sun in the 8th House which is Square to my Uranus in Scorpio placement, it's a powerful & shocking process of transformation & innovation. I am not sure what I am about to transform into but I know if I am not meticulous & in my authentic core self during the initial process that I could unintentionally feed hatred, rage, & despair rather than to compost them into art, Magic, & actionism (like I so deeply want & strive to do).
It is my purpose and my nature to come into systems and organizations and destroy anything that is harmful or out of integrity. Learning this truth has liberated me from a lot of shame, self doubt, regret and sadly a lot of self harm too. I don't want to stop doing what I am designed to do but I also don't want to be consumed or destroyed by my own Magical Gifts & Tools. My edges are razor thin now and I need to tend to them.
The next phase of my life is designed for deep ShadowWeRK and I am surrendering to that rather than trying to keep capitali$ming thru it. I don't know what will be waiting for me or "us" on the other side but I am committing to the callings Magic has for me in the process. I will share what I am called to share when I am called to share it. I will share it HERE on MY website so if you want to stay connected, this is where you'll want to watch for me to return from this part of the process.
That/AND: I am here for you still and if you want to connect I am craving that engagement too... you will find me outside of the metta-monster & the tools of the machine that try to feed my rage & hatred. My contact info is below & I would love to hear from you. I may not be quick to respond but I trust the universe will make space for us when the time is right. Trust your inner voice and reach out if you're feeling a call to do so.
If you've been directed here by someone who has worked with me & recommended my WeRK to you please read my bio in the about dianna section above... if you are still interested in connecting with me please use the contact info below to reach out and we can absolutely connect and talk about what you're seeking at this time.
If you're looking to book a repeat astrology reading or a death magic session, please reach out. I am open to any and all conversations - which doesn't mean I will offer you a session, but it doesn't mean I won't either. There are zero absolutes, ever. Chaos may be the part of my core self that's missing so reaching out when you feel called could be exactly what's needed, not just for you, but for both of us/all of us.
Going forward I will be more active in seeking creative collaborations. If you're feeling a weird, unfamiliar feeling when I say that please reach out and tell me what you're weRKing on...maybe it's for US.
IYKYK.
No matter where this path leads know that I love you. You are loved. Thank you to anyone and everyone that's been a catalyst for me. Even if you fucking pissed me off and made me react to your nonsense, I am grateful for the ways you helped me tend an edge. I learned so much about my self and the things I need to continue to WeRK on from you. Maybe I'll see you on the other side.
xo, d.
UPDATE: I've slowly started writing again. Here's my first blog post since closing down my website & retreating a bit...